Some days I feel like I have come so far, done so well
Since a year ago, when my world literally ended for me.
But then, I get a heavy feeling in my gut and the bells of doom kell
Their heavy tolls, awakening me to the emptiness within my heart.
I look around and watch sadness creep in like waves
Through my soul, my mind, my body, showing me the grave
That I do not have the courage to visit.
How do I keep the feeling of accomplishment and resist
The bells that ring in tandem to random thoughts of loss?
There is no way to shine from heaven the unknown gloss … of forever, together.